In Retrospect..

Don't worry I am not going to be all philosophic. So, a few days back I was going through my old posts and I came across one titled 'Pressure Pressure' which I had written back in 8th. In that post I have complained about how much I have to study, how tired I get and how I am unable to cope.
Wait. In class 8?
Lets just take a moment to register that.
Today I would give up anything to go back to 8th.
Just a few hours ago, in a moment of nostalgia, I was thinking of the time when I was in class 5. I actually had this thing called 'playtime' in my, for the want of a better word, schedule.
Even back then I found studying for 2 hours hard. 2 hours!
Well, only goes to show how very dumb I was.
The point however, is that at 16 I realise that no matter how I complain now, 3 years from today will be a lot more difficult (especially with the whole medical college plan :P) I don't know what this is, pessimism or realism. But I do know one thing, it will be better.